If the house is rockin’, don’t bother knockin’.
This morning I woke up to a banging sound and realized it was my neighbors having sex. I got terribly jealous, and wished very much that it was LAST Friday instead, so I could be the one making all that noise.
My work week, while only three days long, exhausted the shit out of me. I am so ready to lay on my couch this weekend and do nothing but make out with Jon Stewart and Stephen Colbert on my DVR. Of course, that’s going to have to be after cleaning my house, which hasn’t been done since before Scott got here. I hate housework.
I’m itching to get out and go do something, but I have no idea what that is. You’d think I’d have it out of my system, since I was out and about the entire time Scott was here, but it’s not. For some reason, I want to be some place else. I’m just not sure where that some place is just yet.I have been feeling like I’ve outgrown my apartment (more specifically, the neighborhood), my job, and even some of my friends. I don’t know. I’m 33, so I’m kind of feeling like… I don’t know. More like a grown-up, maybe? I don’t know if that even makes sense. I just know I want something else. Something different. Something fanfuckingtastic. I just feel like after I get this surgery taken care of, it’s going to be different. Not just because my body will look a little different, but I’m starting to feel different.I think a lot of it has to do with watching Kay go through all this Secret self-help bullshit. I’ve seen exactly what I DON’T want. It’s weird. While I was out and about with Scott, I went to places I’ve never gone before, so I think seeing other things made me open up my mind a little, and think about more options than the little bubble I’ve been living in most of my life.
Man, where the hell did all that come from? I told you I was exhausted.
Hey, guess what? Some turd sent me an email after my last post calling me anti-semitic. Now, I don’t give a shit if someone wants to call me a name, but I hate when they send an email instead of leaving a comment. Mostly because I want everyone that reads the comments to see what a moron he/she is. If you’ve read this blog for more than five minutes you’d know that I don’t hate the Jews anymore or less than I hate EVERYONE else. I dislike people of all races (including my own) equally.Take that, Al Sharpton!!
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